In regards to three different situations:

1. I am so tired today! Hahaha.
2. So I bought a notebook yesterday. When I was in the store I thought it had a 2.0Ghz CPU, but once I started configuring my settings I found out it has a 1.6Ghz CPU. Oh noes! I contacted the store and I’m going to try to return it and then pay the difference on a better notebook (which is actually 2.0Ghz+) next payday. It sucks majortimes that I still don’t have a functioning notebook, but oh well. I guess waiting isn’t so bad considering the upgrade will be nice. Still though, ugh. xD.
3. I… but… quiet… wait… whut?

I was attracted to two men at the same time. Heck, I still am, but that’s besides the point. I went after the one who seemed more attainable and it blew up in my face. Honestly it was ridiculously hot and nice when Orion (the one of two I went after) didn’t freak out at me for my thoughts. Actually encouraged them… Probably one of the reasons I’m so confused about what happened. It’s difficult for me to fathom how someone who appeared to be so trustworthy really ended up being not.
Side thought: I just realized that I’ve pretty much just set myself up for failure with both of them. I get crushes all the time but these two are, I don’t know, somehow a little more than that. The next six months will be helpful, even if I don’t want them to be.

@ Illidan + Rorschach: You guys destroy my brains.
@ Illidan: I cannot believe how dumb I am around you sometimes. Sorry if I made you all awkward and stuff.
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Rorschach got a haircut. I think my brain kersploded a little bit when I saw him today. Heh. Also: He is in need of a new codename, I think. Any suggestions?

Graaghh.
Superman no longer knows I exist. Well, crap, but whatever. I’ll get over it.
Rorschach smiled at me a couple times today, which was nice, but I don’t think he really cares either. Sucky, but not exactly far from what I had expected / wanted.
But be damned if I don’t rekindle my attraction to Illidan. Darn you hormones! Darn you to heck.
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