[CONFIRMED]

I bruised/strained a muscle in my frakking chest during my migraine episodes last week jfc

So I have even more medications to take to help that heal up but in the meantime I’m coughing and my chest hurts way more than it did yesterday (I wonder if I was seizing in my sleep? I used to do that when my migraines were really bad) and my voice is pretty much gone because this combined with my allergies is kicking my ass.

I tried to play a game on my phone but every time I cough my chest hurts and then I cramp up BECAUSE FRAK U ENDO

SO THAT KINDA FAILED

MY BODY IS TERRIBLE

0/10

WOULD NOT RECOMMEND

[W: Endo Talk]

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fibromyalgiaproblems:

“But don’t let your illness stop you!!!1!1!!”

I’m not “letting” my illness stop me it just plain IS stopping me it’s an ILLNESS it makes me ILL that’s what it DOES.

So about my appt on Thursday…

My spiel is going behind a cut for brevity’s sake, but as a note! If you have any experience with taking Lupron AND having a migraine disorder and you’d be willing to speak with me a bit about it PLEASE MESSAGE ME! Thanks!

[TW: HEALTH STUFF, SEXUAL HEALTH STUFF, MENTIONS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT]

Here’s a rundown of the terrible/horrible/etc experience I had and what I’m going to be doing about it:

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hahaha someone come cook for me plz

Y’know those pictures of beans and rice in a bowl that people always make fun of? That’s pretty much all I’ve eaten since the beginning of March. Sometimes I’ll have rice and broth, or tomato soup or smth. Or rice and veggies. Or rice AND beans AND veggies.

I found gluten-free samosas at my supermarket which are really good but wanna know how much they cost? Almost 6$ for a box of 4 and a serVING IS 2 AND TO MAKE IT A MEAL GUESS WHAT I HAVE TO ADD?

RICE.

AND BEANS.

GUESS HOW MUCH AN 11” GLUTEN-FREE LACTOSE-FREE SOY-FREE PIZZA THAT DOESN’T TASTE LIKE JELLO IS?

12$

I’M ACTUALLY GOING TO DIE

at least the medication i take makes it so i’m never hungry

i’m joking

it’s terrible

it’s getting to the point again where i might start setting an alarm on my phone to remind me to eat bc jfc who forgets to eat

Not everyone who has a uterus is a woman. By calling endometriosis a “woman’s disease”, you are erasing trans* sufferers, and I want no part of that.

rawgy:

naturalnightmare:

wheeliewifee:

Same goes for PCOS!

T H A N K Y O U

and boom goes the dynamite

[W: Health Stuff]

Had to go by ambulance to the hospital today because I couldn’t walk to the door. Turns out I have an infection and that combined with my endo is apparently incredibly painful and gross.

At least I’m financially stable enough that I can afford this, but yeah. That sucked. That was definitely not how I wanted to spend my day off.

Time for sleep.

Side note: Having a high pain tolerance is great because it helps me get through my day/work/life, but it can also be a detriment as well (especially when dealing with healthcare professionals) just because you stop reacting to pain the same way most people do. During the exam at the hospital the doctor kept commenting on how still I was staying and its like??? You’d have to whip my skin off before I started moving???

Also the medication they gave me made me the most pain free I’ve been since January and I cried in the van on the way home bc my pain is coming back now (its been about 4 hours since they gave me the medication) and its just… that didn’t last long but that was nice. Being not in pain is nice.

OKAY I’M SLEEPING NOW I SWEAR.

my night!

• sitting with my dog
• eating chocolate (not supposed to but whatever idc at this point)
• watching law and order
• maybe find a movie like paprika to watch
• cry because holy shit
• why not
• fuck this
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at least i got to play super mario bros. u with my bro and sis-in-law before they went to bed, and i worked on stuff for work which makes me feel kinda accomplished (even though i didn’t finish as much as i had wanted to but i’m still pretty happy about it)! good stuff even if it’s not always good stuff.